what if i hadn't said those things that needed to be said, did i mean every single word? i just didn't think about something like this happening to us. do i regret those words? and i'm still thinking about the way things used to be, i can't stop thinking about when it was just you and me, and now i'm asking myself 'is this what i want?' things are fuckin different now, but are they better now? thinking about those things, those words that needed to be said, did i mean every fucking word? i just didn't think about something like this, and all i have left are the memories of a kid with a broken heart.